my friends hate me
Sometimes my friends text me on a whim with something that made them think of me.
But they only do this out of compulsion. Like an itch they have to scratch. They probably only text me those things so that they won't have to think about me again.
My friends will laugh at my jokes and smile and compliment me. They will say the most wonderful things.
But I bet it is just out of politeness. So that they don't have to laugh at my jokes or smile or compliment me ever again.
Sometimes my friends will spend the whole day with me. My friends probably hate when this happens. Even when they ask to spend the next day with me too.
When I'm having a good time with my friends I know it is because this will be the last time they ever hang out with me and they want me to remember them fondly after they leave me forever. Because all of my friends hate me.